when did i become so submissive to everything? i need to rectify this. i don’t feel like myself anymore; it’s like i’m too tired to fight at all. my personality at work is so unlike who i really am that it scares me. i need to quit before it consumes me. why can’t i find a job that isn’t detrimental to my wellbeing? la porchetta had me an emotional mess. moods is crushing my will to fight. i need a new context, a friendlier environment.
also, why do we capitalise our ‘i’s? what’s so important about me over you?
